Friday, September 18, 2009;
typed out on ; 10:40 PM
heyyyy.
sorry for the looooong hiatus.
heh.
been busy like a bee.
zzzz.
:DD
so get ready for a loooong post.
(:
lets see if i can recall past events.
hs day,racial harmony day,teacher's day,exams,fasting.
hs day was awesome.
but some bitches ruined it.
whatever to the bitches.
ohhh bite me.
((:
racial harmony day was a blast!
because people are dressing up.
me loooove it.
:DDD
and because of tabitha yong pei hua and nur atika bte osman i was LOL the whole day.
why?
because of their boobie size.
HAHAHA.
XD
and some pathetic losers spoiled my day.
roar.
please..do graduate soon.
cause my patience is running way low.
i don't want to turn nasty.
you hate me when i am nasty.
unless it is in bed.
heh.
=X
teacher's day was like S-H-I-T.
enuff said.
roar.
>=(
and dont get me started on exams.
pfft.
so now is attachment time.
1 week at paeds was uhh-mahhh-zinggggg!
i never regretted replacing my 3 days mc.
:DD
the kids are adorable.
adorable than me.
and that is so rare please i tell you.
ohhh bite me.
((:
i got a lot of my favourites.
the one who got a kangaroo cum dog cum teddy bear.
and i LOL when i hear the word cum.
i not horny or anything.
but when shangari said it,it was fcuking hilarious.
its like the come word but in a horny way.
HAHAHA.
i looove that woman.
XD
then gt one who loooves paying "taxes".
lol.
my fav of all favs.
:DD
then got the sisters.
then got the super-shy-but-thanks-to-me-she-opened-up girl.
heh.
i know i am shameless.
but whatevs.
XD
then got the little boy who "wants" me by his side always.
and his mummy.
and his daddy.
i mean hellooo i ain't your family or anything.
but when i get lost he start to throw tantrum.
doooode grow up.
you are already 5.
so puhlease act your age.
LOL.
=X
then got one girl very emo.
nuff said.
somemore gt another girl who cnnt remember my name.
and by my name i meant siti.
pfft.
ehhh girl you are already 3 ley.
heh.
=X
then got a lot of nus student doctors.
damnnn cute.and hot with a capital "H".
me looove it!
:DDD
another thing is the bitch.
but she is okay.
without her clique she is nothing.
pfft.
*rolls eyes*
(:
after that one week hols.
slacked like a pig.
:DD
this week go to imh.
scared at first cos gt a lot of chikopeks.
i mean doooodes i have no assets.
go aim for my friends not me.
HAHA.
siak.
=X
but now quite okay.
we student nurses got authority.
cos got backing from "brother" and ci and staff nurses.
:DD
played mahjong and chess,did colouring and jigsaw puzzle.
it was a blast.
i am getting better at mahjong.
yay me!
*claps*
:DD
then got a bit of tiffs here and there.
but no big deal.
cos the staff nurses power sia.
got the biceps and voice.
hehe.
XD
but not available liao.
nvm nvm.
temp eyecandy.
:DD
then i very sad.
cos the cute nurse don't have same shift with me.
=((
but its okay.
glimpses of him satisfies me.
for now.
=X
and i hate the nyp nurses.
think they big fcuk.
fcukers.
>=(
and ohhh yes.
today was a f-ing bitchy with a capital F & B day.
you see i woke up late this morning.
but however i still took the bus 88 cos it is quite fast.
but i didnt noe today is everybody-must-take-bus-88-today day.
so the bus stopped at every stop.
when it reached at sengkang hougang area there it was alr 12.40 lidet.
i got down to take taxi.
but today is also a everybody-must-take-taxi-today-too day.
so all taxi was busy and hired.
but a few which gt no passengers refused to stop after i flagged them down like crazy.
damn assholes.
=X
then i called for booking of taxi.
by then it was pouring like siao.
i was wet and cold.
the damn person told me to wait for a few minutes cos the driver is coming soon.
i waited till 1.15 lidet but no taxi came.
i was like fcuker i hope you got RTA.
babi.
then cancelled booking flagged a cab.
but this cab driver blur cock.
dunno where is imh.
i had to give him directions.
after a while he recalled.
bodoh.
then reached imh at 1.30.
damnnnn.
need do make-up.
fcukers.
>=(
somemore got my results today.
whoever asks i am not going to answer.
enuff said.
and today gt one nurse was bitching about other nurses to us student nurses.
i mean womannn i dun care.we dun care.
go complain to your husband lahh.
ehh wait you are not married?
*gasps*
you are as old as my mother puh-lease!
pfft.
lol.
=X
and yst saw _____.
damnnn him and his minah.
idiots.
i hope you two get married and live a pathetic life together.
((:
and today this lao chikopek looked under my dress.
sial pey jantan.
thank god for god i was wearing shorts.
he never see anything then walked away.
babi.
i throw shoe at you ahh next time.
i dun care you patient or not.
siakk btol.
roar.
>=(
and gt one guy keep saying i gt pretty eyes.
i know doooode.
i realise it when i was like 5?
so whatevs.
((:
and gt one malay staff nurse played mahjong for the 1st time.
HAHA.
kentals.
=P
thats about it lah so far.
sorry for the rojak entry.
i am feeling pissed.
okdahbye.
((:
Monday, August 10, 2009;
typed out on ; 8:14 PM
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
1. How old are you? Still seventeen. (:
2. Are you single? yes with a capital 'Y' (:
3. At what age do you think you'll get married? between 25-30 y/o. (:
4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now? ehhh single lah dey.
5. If not, who do you want to marry? i want to marry someone who accepts me for who i am and yet try to encourage me to be a better person.someone who i can count on for anything and who will always be there for me no matter what.someone who is smart,nerdy,confident,express himself well and is up to game for anything.yups adelynn is oh-so-demanding. :DD
6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man? i die2 want tabby,atika,my sister,my aunt and tipahhh to be my bridesmaid(s).for best man,they would be my husband-to-be BFFs/friends. :DD
7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding? i want a wedding in a garden and it is lit up by soft lights.and everybody will be wearing like HSM3 the prom clothes.sweeeet.and we will be dancing around together and exchanging partners.just like in HSM3 prom.lol. XD
8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon? hmmm.probably 10-day trip to paris and korea. (:
9. How many guests do you think you'll invite? i will invite 50-80 of my friends.my husband-to-be will invite 50-80 of his friends too.but my mom will invite lots and lots of people.so probably i will have 2-part wedding.one part for our friends,another part for the relatives.because dancing with your uncle or cousin romantically is such a turn-off.lol. =X
10. Will that include your exes? haha nooo.we will probably lost touch by then.
11. How many layers of cake do you want? probably 2 layers?one for happiness and one for luck.lol. (:
12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening? i look like a zombie in the morning.lol.so probably in the evening. :DD
13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding. "I promise" by stacie orrico. (:
14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife? hmm.probably have buffet only.cause if people too full,they want to sleep and not dance.lol. =P
15. Champagne or red wine? alcohol?eeww.lol.probably some fizzy fizzy drinks. (:
16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding? i anything.wait on second thought days after the wedding.cause we will be too shagged after the wedding.*nudge nudge* XD
17. Money or household items? definitely hands down the dough. XD
18. How many kids would you like to have? 2 please.if possible twins.if not 1 boy,1 girl.if still cannot 2 girls or 2 boys also can. :DDD
19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD? DUH?
20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next? i want to know all of my BFFs wedding plans! :DD
typed out on ; 7:36 PM
1. What if my ex says "Why did you let me go?">"Ohh you forgot the reason?hmm let's see.because you're an a-hole who needs lots of vagina to satisfy your pathetic small cock." (:
2. What if my ex says "I still love you...">"Awwww you still looove me.but you looove the other girls too right?"
3. What if my ex says "When did we last talk?">"Ohh remember the other time when you BEGGED me to return to your side and i said dah ludah takmo jilat balik?yups."
4. What if my ex says "Will you go out with me?"> "Of course.when hell freezes over twice and you became the president." (:
5. What if my ex says "Do you still love me?">"Of course i looove you.and i looove matreps,rapists and smokers too."
6. What if my ex says "I cannot keep my promise to you">"Ohh.what did you promise again?"
7. What if my ex says "My friends say we don't look good together">"Well you're an a-hole while i am just a nice innocent kid.How can a-holes and innocent kids look good together?"
8. What if my ex says "You have changed!">"Have I?i didn't realise it."
9. What if my ex says "Can we get back together?">"HAHA.maybe.when i became BFFs with the presidents of USA and Singapore."
10. What if my ex says "Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else">"Of course i found someone else.who can tahan with an a-hole like you?" (:
11. What if my ex says "Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!"> "Ohh yeah i forgot.you are the angelic one who went out with other girls behind my back while i am the devil who don't know anything and still stayed faithful to you."
12. What if my ex says "How can you forget our memories?">"Noo i didn't forget.how could i forget the times i spent with an a-hole?"
13. What if my ex says "I will always love you.">"Always?yeahh right.when a hot gorgeous girl walks past you,you will looove her instead of me.so whatevers."
14. What if my ex says "Would you die for our love?">" I would.if you were romeo and i was juliet."
15. What if my ex says "You jump, I jump...Remember?">"Ohh puh-lease.this is so my ah-ma's time."
16. What if my ex says "Kiss me to break the curse if I sleep for a hundred years">"Puh-lease.I rather make out with my bolster."
17. What if my ex says "What's the difference between me and you?">"Ohhh tons.but the one difference that stands out is that you're an a-hole while i'm not."
18. What if my ex says "I saw you last night with your boy/girlfriend">"I know.your heart must be hurting now."
19. What if my ex says "Without me, your life wouldn't be complete"> "HAHA.my life is already complete with my BFFs and family."
20. What if my ex says "Why are you doing this to me!">"Because you deserve it."
typed out on ; 1:18 AM
how could you do this to me?
i am so fcuking disappointed in you.
haiz.
because of THAT,my feelings for you has vanished.
just like the fireworks.
actually my feelings for you was weak.
but when i recall back our memories and laughter we had,it became stronger and stronger.
but apparently not strong enough.
sigh.
you knew how much i hate her.
yet...
forget it.
now i am only going to treat you as an acquaintance only.
nothing more.
i will only say hi and smile and then i will walk off.
cause if i stare at you longer than i should have,the thought of THAT will be in my mind all over again.
i doubt we can even be friends ever since THAT happened.
i just want to say thanks for breaking my heart over and over again.
my BFFs were right.
a guy like YOU isn't worth it.
you are not worth my looove,my tears.my everything.
so don't ever ever talk to me again.
>=(
Sunday, August 9, 2009;
typed out on ; 9:30 PM
heyyy people.
what's new?
lol.
(:
so today is singapore's birthday.
so happy 44th birthday singapore!
yay to singapore!
lalala.
u same age as my mother.
lol.
=X
okayyy so the NDP09 show was awesome.
i thought i saw a glimpse of my brother.
hmmm.
he was shooting the rifle thingy.
he go hm must ask him.
lol.
:DDD
but i think its him ley.
cos when i see the credits roll i saw the 5th battalion something something infantry something.
lol.
he from the infantry part ley.
so dunno ah.
if its him i am so fcuking proud.
if its not him its good to know that my brother has a look alike in camp.
lol.
sooo yay to my brother!
you look suave in your must-go-shop-to-dry-clean-only uniform.
lol.
((:
oh anw i must remember to ballot for the damn tickets next year.
lol.
:DDDD
and the fireworks was like woah kimak.
super amazing.
i loooove fireworks.
:DDDD
you know its like going to rain down on you but before it touch you the thing just disappears.
awesome stuff.
lol.
(:
must catch it again on new year's eve.
yay to fireworks!
lalala.
XD
sooo after NDP09 was singapore idol.
hady mirza still looked cute as ever.
but he looked old also.
lol.
=X
blah blah blah.
some hopefuls were awesome but some are just like my mother attempting to karaoke.
though my mom does it better.
wayyyyy better.
yay to my mummy!
lol.
:DDDD
oh oh oh.
i saw my ex sec sch classmate singing!
omg omg omg.
i was like woah this TALL guy damn f-ing familiar but where hor i met him?
then skali jeng jeng i remembered.
woah sexy voice sia.
me likey!
XD
if he managed to pass all those rounds i will definitely vote for him.
and go ehhh you remember me?i am your old classmate.lol. XD
anyway all the best rohit.
you don't se-tep you don't recognize me ahh.
i smack your balls i tell you.
and complain to our ex form-cher.
hehe.
yay to rohit!
lol.
i think he is my old classmate ley.
i also dunno.
cos i blur like fcuk nowadays.
lol.
:DDDD
on a random note,went out with tabby on fri to watch UP.
gerek i tell you.
the small kid so f-ing cute.
mcm my baby nephew.
:DDDD
i like the part where he repeats himself again and again to the old dooode in the movie.
super adorable.
you don't know wtheck i talking about go watch the movie lahh.
slenga.
lol.
anw yay to that small kid and tabby!
:DDDD
oh oh oh.
anw tis wed is HS DAY!
cannot wait bodoh.
so super excited.
*jumps around like a hyperactive kid*
yay to hs day!
:DDDDDD
and P.S; i am very jealous and envious of nur atika bte osman right now.
cos she get to take pic with my oops our eyecandy.
roar.
sungguh tak fair please.
but i still loooove her.
cos she is my BFF.
:DDDD
yay to atika and our eyecandy!
lol.
(:
okay done.
bye people.
i want to sit by my house door and wait for my brother to go hm before i bombard him with qns.
:DDDDDD
baby i want you to kiss me in the rain.
Thursday, August 6, 2009;
typed out on ; 2:20 PM
adelynn is back.
so yay me!
lol.
(:
sorry been watching the suite life of zack and cody.
and i looove it.
so yay them!
:DDDD
so these past weeks been stressed & busy like fcuk.
projects,school,mother being noisy about my room,teacher(s) stressed about my low attendance for all of my modules,scandals here and there,saw that fcuker in school,lost my two super-big baba-loons.
haiz.
lol.
now my social life is like zilch.nada.zip cos of my busy-ness.
goddd i am so pathetic puh-lease.
boo hoo.
lol.
i miss my BFFs.
=((
anyway moving on.
did i mention that i like this friend of mine?
yahhh THAT guy.
but i doubt he likes me.
haiz.
soooo....
i can forget him.
i shall forget him.
i will forget him.
i must forget him.
lol.
butttttt...
if he likes me,the percentage of it being nearly nada,and we end up being together,i am going to treat him like a treasure.
lol.
that is if lah.
(:
okayy so yst played game with tabby.
awesome awesome game.
we found out about each other secret fetishs and fantasies.
and it turns out that the guy i hate is "handsome,cute,muscular" and the list goes on.
and the guy i like is the total opposite.
they say opposites attract.
rightttt.
skali it turns out to be true.
sial ahh.
lol.
XD
ohhh.
we celebrated atika's burfdae too!
haiz she old alr.
lol.
wish you all the happiness in the world girl!
yay her!
:DDDDD
and today nothing to do.
skipped lecture and bitched with atika and tabby.
ohhh.
and ogling at my 2 super-cute-tak-boleh-take-it eyecandies.
super happy sia.
yay them!
:DDDDDDDDDDDD
okay before i go i would like to dedicate a song to miss _______.
the song is titled "fuck you very very much" by lily allen.
((:
and i would like to dedicate a song to mr ______.
its "i promise" by stacie orrico.
:DDD
you know i will always be there for you wherever and whenever.
Sunday, June 28, 2009;
typed out on ; 7:48 AM
okayyy.
for these past few days,i've been emo-ing and crying like wtf.
lol i know.
that day i cried so much i actually felt dehydrated.
OMG can somebody puh-lease smack me in the face?
grrrrrr.
why am i crying?
hmmm.
cause i kept listening to those sad sad songs about love and all.
i know.pathetic.
with a capital "P".
haiz.
usually i am not like that.
but i dunno why i am acting this way.
lol.
smack me someone please?
and my heart has been aching lately.
cause i miss him.
terribly.
i want to forget him.
really i do.
but....
he is my friend.
a good friend.
and i THINK he does not realise i am ABSOLUTELY gaga over him.
haiz.
i seriously feel like murdering myself.
and P.S; all my ex-boyfriends never make me feel this way before.
lol.
i want to be his but...
i know i will never be good enough for him.
he deserves someone a lot better.
someone who is not super bitchy like me.
not blur,dumb and ugly like me.
someone who is gentle and ladylike unlike me.
i am not running myself down.
its true.
LOL.
godddd smack me now people.
and what if we get together?
we will be so so so happy and in love.
but it will not last long.
cause i am not a faithful one.
i get bored easily with one man.
lol.
and i will pull back before something really really serious goes on.
cause i am afraid of being hurt.
once i am hurt,i will seek revenge on the person who hurts me.
i know.
like wtf?!.
haiz haiz haiz.
but the thing is...
i have fallen for him.
really really.
i think of him every min and i miss him so much my heart is aching.
and the thought of him being hurt makes me feel hurt too.
cliche i know.
godddd.
how how how?
i shall smack myself now.
lol.
i want to stay single now cause i don't want to be hurt and i don't want to hurt anyone.
haiz.
but the thought of him being in another girl's arms makes me want to murder that girl.
haiz haiz.
okay u know what?
i will let him go.
he deserves his own happiness.
goodbye forever dear friend.
go have a happily ever after with your princess.
((:
